and this whole "i have to be nicer thing" coming from the guy that i had this conversation with the other day:
i think i'm just extremely in touch with my feelings (and not in a lame way).
- i'm going to love you on my terms.
- i'm going to talk to you on my terms
- i'm going to hang out with you on my terms.
and for the most part shitler is the one that understands all of that about me the best. as in - he doesn't make plans with people without checking to see how lazy i am on that particular day and/or what type of insane mood i'm in where i perhaps don't even want people laying eyes on me.
so it works. except on the days he tries to make outrageous demands wherein i have to be nicer to him.
because it's not going to happen.